Wednesday, 27 October 2010

A bit about me.

This isn't going to start like one of my normal ones, and i know from the title it can't end like one, but i can't guarantee some parts of it won't be similar.
now, sat here with my dog on my lap, I've decided to tell you all a bit about me, some of it you probably already know, and some of it you probably don't, but oh well, just keep reading.
Anyway...
My Name is Sam John George, call me either, but don't say them at the same time. I will kill you. xD
I'm 15 and my birthday is 361 days after Christmas. work it out.
Most of the time I'm quiet, but if i don't feel as if something is right, i Will say/do something about it.
A lot of my life I've been bullied, I've only once sunk to physical violence as a result, sending the antagoniser to hospital as a result of a fractured rib. I will stick up for my friends in times of need, but if they betray me, i will never make an effort for them again.
About 4 years ago i went to a terrible school, i hated life, i tried to hang myself, the only thing that stopped me kicking the stool from beneath me was the thought of what meant the most to me in all the world, my friends.
My Friends, they became my saviours.
I'm satisfied with my life, despite all the bad things that've happened to me.
i think i'm done now.

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

Tormented

You're nearly always in 'a bad mood',
it's so often anyone might think it's that time of the month.
apart from the fact you're a boy.
Even in a good mood you seem to treat me un-equally,
would you like it if the roles were reversed?
If i told you i was close to punching you for asking a question,
how would you feel?

Next time try to think,
just imagine how i'd feel.
Tormented by a friend.

Reality

You think you can try to worm your way back into my life?
Pushing through with your slimy words,
you have no idea, you don't get it?
You're nothing, why do you keep trying?
everything i've wanted to say is bursting free,
pushing you away with a cry of cheer.
The fact is, you pushed me away.
Now it's my turn.
Face it, it's Reality.

Friday, 8 October 2010

Friendship.

Why is it that i feel as if i could disappear,
When there's something that keeps me from fading away.
Something that won't let go when i try,
If i untie these imprisoning restraints I'll hurt others.
These eternal shackles.
These Friendships.